Weekend

Weekend ends breezily whereas the whole week lasts long. I love my office as I love my home. But I wish my residence and my workplace are nearby so that I can spend more time with my family. Alas, things cannot go your way.

wanted to catch up a movie but my sis and my son didn't let me go. I caught a quick nap at her place. In the evening it rained and the weather became very pleasant. I love to be this way forever. But there is one thing I don't understand about myself. It is silence that engulfs me without reason. I don't know the reason. May be I am broody or is it my BPD. I am on medication and can see the improvement.

Kal ho na Ho!

For last few days I have going thru some very heavy moments in life. They drained me a lot. But that brought a new person in me. I never knew I would react to situations like that. When I see things around me I think I should live this day as it is. Kal ho na Ho. May be these things will not be there after a while. The thought is gloomy. I love the secure cocoon of my family. I hope there will be no alterations in that. I love being in this world this way.